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Thursday, August 23rd, 2012
9:29 pm
in my room...
Just relaxing to some Mariah remixes after gym, dinner, shower. Minding my own business, maintaining my inner peace, light, positivity because I know God is working behind the scenes of my life. Trusting only Him & no one else. Life is too beautiful to be wasting on someone not worth my time, pain, or me...lol!
Monday, September 15th, 2008
6:40 pm
Nervous but Excited...Road trip coming up
Im excited! I will be relocating from Chicago to Orlando FL. Ahhhhh! Huge change. I thank God that I have a job out there with a cable company. I will be staying at my sisters for a bit and then find me a place immediately. I need my privacy! That way--my bf can visit me whenever he wants. I enjoy and love my family dearly but there's no place like your own. Looking forward to it...I'll be leaving next weekend...Sept 27th...ahhh! The nerves and excitement are kicking in.

All will be well! I will def. miss Chicago and the few dear ones that I left behind.






Current Mood: nervous
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
1:10 pm
Long time!!
It's been a long time coming around since my last posted Journal. I'm going through a time in my life where I need to post my thoughts, feelings and happenings for later view {which I feel will help me through my life and mentally as well}. I lost my mother almost a month ago today. She was my best friend and the best mother a guy could have. I never thought that this would happened but it did. It's uncanny how I had a dream before her horrible motorcycle accident that she would be gone. I told her of the dream and she laughed and asked me...'I died, Angel?' and I was like 'Mom, please don't say that!!' and I walked away. I miss her so much but I know she is with me everyday. I am a firm believer that she is in better Hands. God is awesome. He is taking great care of my awesome mom--whom spread her wings like a butterfly and into the arms of the Lord. 'Thanks MOM for all your love, support, understanding and care. You will always have a place in my heart because you are my heart!'.

Current Mood: calm
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
3:30 pm
It's About Time!!
Im back on here. I miss my LJ.
I've been through so many changes and I post later. Just lots of emancipation going on in my life. :)

Current Mood: calm
Wednesday, May 21st, 2003
8:54 am
Coffee--Wake me up!!!
ahhh---I worked out last night and felt so good...did some arm weights,push-ups, squats, lunges, etc., I worked out for a good 1/2 an hour. Just to tone up! It felt good. Took a shower and talked to my sis and brother in law a bit and went to bed....reading (like always) because I can't fall asleep immediately.
Here I am today at work (as usual), sippin' on my coffee, my brain feels like it's still asleep and I need a neck massage real bad. Well--Hopefully someone will give me one---(yeah right!).
:)

It's my sis--Marisol's Birthday today!! Happy Birthday Marisol--Love Ya Babe--Best Wishes. I'm gonna go shopping on my lunch break to get her something. I'm thinking of this one cover she wanted for her cell phone and this bracelet but don't know we'll see.
I'm looking out the window here by my office...(I have an awesome panoramic view of the park across the street). It's nice outside today--sunny but a lil'cold wind. Well Enough of my babblin'.

Whomever is reading this--Thanks and God bless. ;)

-Angel

Current Mood: sleepy
Tuesday, May 20th, 2003
11:30 am
I feel so unloved today. But not sad. I am blessed in so many ways and I thank God--everyday for that. Someday my true love will come. I just have to wait for God's timing. I called school today to see if my 'financial aide' kicked in but they cannot give me info about my stats over the phine. Bummer! So I have to see them sometime this week and go in.
I have decided recently to change my major from 'Music Ed.' to 'Nursing'. I'm pretty excited and hopefully should be done soon enough. that's why I want to take at least two classes in the summer but we will see what happens.
I'm here at work (as usual)--I feel like I do the same things over and over again. It's so boring. I want a better-paying job to get my own apartment. I don't have no privacy at home. I live and rent from my sister, brother in law and two nieces ( 1 yr. old & 9 yr. old). I want some change and variety in my life. That will come with time as well. i'm sending my resume everywhere.

Well--Gotta go!

Current Mood: bored
Thursday, May 15th, 2003
11:57 am
Just another day at work...
here at work...drinking some water and chewing on some 'WinterFresh' gum. I feel 'blessed' today. God is good all the time.
Just here at work and feel grateful for all the blessings and thankful that God always keeps me away from any negativity. My friend Oscar gave me a leather jacket that is so cool and very nice. I have gotten like so many compliments with that jacket--on how it looks awesome on me.

Well--Don't have much to say at the moment.
I ate some rice and some meat that my moms brought me from her house---heated it and ate that 'bad boy' up. I usually have my lunch break at 12:30 (a whole hour lunch) but I had to eat my food before that. I was starving since I try not to eat anything late at night. I have been working out and all. Gotta look good! ;)

Current Mood: calm
Wednesday, May 7th, 2003
2:48 pm
Maybe or Maybe Not!!
Just here at work...deciding if I should go to the movies this evening with 'Oscar'. I enjoy hanging out with him...he's a real cool 7 down to earth guy. We enjoy each other's company. So maybe so...I'll just go by and pick him up and head to the movies. I just have to find out at what time the movies start. I'm on a BIG budget and I owe to him.
It's been a crazy day at work today. Since Milly-my co-worker always seems to take a day off the week. It affects the rest that are at work.
Well---I have not 'updated'my LJ in awhile. So--I promised myself I would.
Thursday, October 24th, 2002
1:22 pm
Back to the norm...
A lil' update on me...
I have been working out for months--lost 20 lbs... looking and feeling good...going to school... midterms! AHHHH! But getting by...
And just loving life! Will update my journal as time permits!!! ;)

Current Mood: calm
Monday, August 19th, 2002
10:02 am
I'm Back!!!
Hello LJ,
How have you been? Well, As for me still in the struggle game. Life will get better (I totally believe that). I am calm now and at ease. I have learned to leave all of my 'drama' in God's Hands. He is the only one that can make things better for me. I start school on Sept 3rd (pretty excited about that) and I just can't wait. I know I will meet new people at this school I transferred to. God made a way for me, financially. My advisor at this school is so cool. I felt like she understood me and actually cared.
(Thank you Lord!)

Well--Gotta go--here at work and do not wanna get in trouble!
Whomever reads this: 'Thanks and God bless! Have an awesome day!!'

Current Mood: loved
Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
1:32 pm
Dear LJ: Haven't written here for awhile...
...I will as often as I can. I'm just here at work on a cloudy, humid, rainy day.
I'm happy because yesterday my brother in law finally installed the a/c at home. Wooo! It was hot in that house. This year this summer is not playing here in Chicago!

J--hasn't called me since Sunday afternoon. He called me on Sunday while he was on the way to a store to get ice for a 'pool party' he was going to. I knew in the back of my mind--he would be trashed hours later. He told me he would call me later that afternoon--and he hasn't called me since. It's Tuesday and I miss him like crazy! It's too bad ge lives in Texas and me in Chicago! I called him at home and work and no answer. It's just not like him--to not call me.
All I can do is pray and pray for a sign--at least to know that he's okay! I sent him a 'Thinking of you' card through the mail today!

Well--I'm off...!

Bye LJ!!

Current Mood: gloomy
Thursday, June 13th, 2002
8:29 am
I've finally decided...
to let go of J. I'm not gonna ignore what God is telling me. I don't belong in J's arms probably someone else does.

J dedicated 'Don't Speak' by No Doubt to me.
He's hurt and I'm hurt but when you love/care for someone you take care of that special someone...you just don't hurt them. You don't use the DISTANCE as an excuse.

It was an experience--a learning experience.

Current Mood: disappointed
8:24 am
I'm On MSN AIM...
My e-mail address:
LatinDolphin@Hotmail.com

If you're on MSN as well...add me to your friend's list...that way we can chat! Also, Post your e-mail address on here so that I can add you!
Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
2:31 pm

My LiveJournal is Cool!



Awesome! You're not one of the teeny bopper kids new to LJ

who think people actually care about them and which smurf

they are! In fact, it possibly pisses you off! You try to keep
to yourself on LJ so that random newbies won't add you to their

list. Don't be afraid to tell them to fuck the hell off, even if
they are your friends.

I took the LJ rating test by Atomic Blue and Cracker Face!

8:21 am
Oh! Lord...
I'm so sleepy and tired...I can actually feel it in my bones. Damn! Neighbors from the back side of my house are so Ghetto!! They didn't let me sleep! They always do this. I called 911 to report these idiots and I think they didn't arrive to tell these ghetto fools to get their asses to sleep. I was tossing and turning! How I wish I had someone to rock me in their arms to sleep but no...a big ol' queen sized bed all to myself!! The coffee is not cutting it this morning. Ahhhh!! I wish I was at home getting some much needed rest; instead of at work!

Current Mood: sleepy
Friday, June 7th, 2002
2:15 pm
--STEP THREE:
INVEST YOUR LIFE IN OTHERS AND IN SOMETHING BIGGER
THAN YOURSELF.

--STEP FOUR:
ESTABLISH A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD:

God made you for Himself, and it is only when you
find His purpose for your life that you will also
find His peace and His joy.

If you take a fish out of water, the scales would
dry up as it gasped for breath. Is that fish full
of Joy? Obviously not. How could you give that
fish back its joy - cover it with cash, give it a
new wardrobe, send it on an exotic vacation? No.
There is only one thing that will restore joy to
the fish - put it back in the water! It wasn't
made to live on the beach, but in the sea.

In the same way, we are made for fellowship with
God. We will be just like that fish out of water
not knowing the true source of real and lasting
joy until we find it in Him.

I pray that we will make the decision now to
go through life with smiles on our faces, smiles
that radiate from the joy in our hearts. Don't
miss out on the joy of knowing God, and being a
blessing to others.

(Journey to Joy taken from "How to Be a
Winner and Influence Anybody," by
James Merritt)
http://www.touchinglives.org
8:28 am
Woke Up Late...
...today!! I woke up at 7:30 a.m. when I wake up usually at 7:00 a.m. So I did one of Garyjr's. I ran to the shower and was showering and brushing my teeth in the shower. Got out as quick as I could...ran down stairs to my room;put on some lotion, got my clothes, ironed them on high steam...and put them on. Put on some cologne,deodorant. I grabbed my radio & back-pack and ran out the door, turned on my car and I was zoomin' to work. YES! I got here on time! WoooHooo!!! I'm having my COFFEE!!! Mmmm!!!
I'm gonna start drinking 'protein shakes'. I'm gonna be a HOTTIE soon!
Well, Gotta get to work.
That was my adventure for this morning...though the morning hasn't ended...

...Oh! Wait a minute I don't have 'underwears' on. Oh Oh!

God bless...bye!

Current Mood: awake
Thursday, June 6th, 2002
2:51 pm
--A FOUR STEP JOURNEY TO JOY:

--STEP TWO:
BE SATISFIED WITH WHAT YOU HAVE; DON'T SOUR
ABOUT WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE

Two key words are important to remember: greed
and envy. These two words are guaranteed joy
killers! A wise person knows that more is not
necessarily better, and that other people are
not necessarily better off than you. Even if
that grass IS greener on the other side - all
it means is that it grows faster and is more
difficult to cut!

You may have heard the story about the wealthy
businessman and the fisherman. The businessman
was disturbed to find a fisherman sitting lazily
beside his boat. He said to him, "Why aren't
you out there fishing? You could earn more money,
buy a better boat, go out even farther and catch
even more fish. You could buy more nets, and make
even more money. Soon you would have a whole fleet
of boats and then would be rich like me!"
"Then what would I do? asked the fisherman.
"You could sit down and enjoy life." the rich man
replied.
The fisherman looked peacefully across the water,
smiled, and said, "What do you think I am doing now?"

Do you think that fisherman had learned the secret
of enjoying life?

Current Mood: cheerful
8:05 am
Good Morning LJ:
(sighs) Another day at work;sipping on my coffee. My hands are extremely cold, they have the air-conditioner running here at work. How crazy is that? It's kind of chilly today. I went to sleep at 11pm last night after watching two episodes of 'The Golden Girls'. 'Sophia'(Dorothy's mom) is so hilarious. She is my favorite character; followed by 'Rose'. I watch this show and then J & I talk about it. Last night, J was going to call me after 'Golden Girls' was over, but I called him back and told him that I was going to sleep. He sounded kind of upset. But I just hung up the phone and went right to sleep. I haven't been sleeping well. I have been working out a lot & have had so much on my mind lately. I think that has contributed to my lack of sleep.
I just got an e-mail from J and it goes:
'good morning sweetie, did you sleep well last night. I didn't want to call you back so that you could get some much needed rest.'
Sometimes I tell him, 'I will call you tomorrow o.k. J' and he saids okay. But then later on I get a call from him asking me what am I doing? or where I'm at. I like when he calls me. But after what has been done...J hurt me and I just want to be friends with him. The other day, He put a song on for me that goes:
'Why waste your time, if you know you're gonna be mines'.
Well, Enough of him for now.
I don't know in what arms God is going to be leading me to. But as a Christian; I believe that everything has a purpose & a reason. J is in my life for a reason...maybe just a season or a lifetime. We will see. I have other things to worry about but this has me thinking all the time because I have strong feelings for him.
Let me remind myself: 'All will be well...everything comes with TIME!'

Current Mood: cold
Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
2:11 pm
Reminder Note to self & anyone who reads my LJ:
Think of life as a journey you can just endure or
decide to enjoy. You make this journey only once,
so you might as well enjoy the ride. This week I
have a list of four practical steps that will help
you to live "on the sunny side of the street," as
the song says.

--A FOUR STEP JOURNEY TO JOY:

--STEP ONE:
BE A GRATEFUL PERSON RATHER THAN A GRUMBLING ONE:
Grumbling and complaining take the focus off all
the positives in life. In fact, it is probably
gratitude that is the missing link in the chain
that connects joy to the grind of everyday life.
Grumbling and complaining can drain the energy
of joy from the battery of your heart.

So, STOP! Take notice of the little things in
life that you can truly feel grateful for. If
you just think about it for a moment and take
inventory of all your blessings, I know you can
come up with a very big list.

Have a non-grumbling, non-complaining, joyful day!

Angel
Me with my friends recently in Manhattan,NY.
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